Thursday 23 December 2010

Snowy lesson...Grr~ -Reconstruction 4-



Pada suatu masa dahulu.... hehe~ Just crapping.. I've heard of this story recently by someone and I felt its quite useful for sons and daughters of God whom in anyway striving to be like Jesus...And to be like Jesus Himself is something so hard that many of us would find it impossible...~
Theoretically of course we know the answer... 'Keep His Word in our Heart..Pray always...dadadadadada..But we always end up failing...'

So apparently the story goes something like this (Edited a bit haha)..
There was a father...As in a real father...Whom had a son..~ hehe~
So it was a snowy season at that point of time and the roads and pavement are all covered in snow (obviously) xp.. This father reaching full maturity physically asked his son whether or not the son wants to go out with him to get something. And the son answered, 'Yeah =)'... And there were neighbors all outside just enjoying the calm weather and at the same time this father and son was on their way out...
But this son noticed the way his father would put on that thick clothes to keep him warm...
So the son would also wear thick clothes..So thick that he looks so so fat..~ XD But nonetheless, he wears it.
And then he also noticed that his father wore a hat, as it is fitting for an elderly man.. But this son again looking at his father, borrowed a hat from his old man... And wore it!! ...Now he was one 6 years old kid wearing an old dusty hat...~

So it was not long that they open the door and start walking out the house to buy some stuff. And the son yet Again! noticed the way his father walks. The manly type of walk facing up with a huge step..So this young guy would also imitate his father, with chin up and large step facing the skies, he took his first step... and true enough, it was a lil' too large a step that he tripped down and fell on the snow...~

So apparently one of the neighbor took a picture of his father and the young boy 'kissing' the snow on the floor and the they giggled and laughed hehe~.. The young boy was cute with his hat still on his head and legs spread out and that thick thick clothes made it difficult for him to stand up on his own..Pity him.

Alrite hehe~! The end!~ dada...
Bye!~

=P... The story is nothing much interesting..But the point is sharp...
Often time Christians whom want to follow after Jesus, just as the young boy, fall again and again and made an object of laughter and silliness... And true enuf it is discouraging when ppl would laugh at us..
But I think honestly thats not the main point lo...
I think what really matters most is that we are known to have been trying again and again for trying to be like Jesus...!~
Yea we may fall, to temptation and failures.. But, God never said we are perfect.. And in this lifetime we will never be..~
But reli, whats most important I believe is that when ppl would look at our life.. After laughing at all our fail attempts.. They would say, 'That dude over there right, Never gives up trying to be like Jesus'... Woosh..That is one great honor honestly.. To be known by the world to follow after Jesus...~ That's shining light in this dark dark world!!~

So to you..Don't be discourage yea..
Lets be like a child together and even if we are known as silly, lets try again and again to follow Jesus and His ways!Amen?.~!


Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!


Tuesday 21 December 2010

Light up love!~ Light up encouragement! And don't make a sound =) -Reconstruction 3- =P


It's been a while when I last update my blog... It's fun tough hehe...Getting some rest and back from a wild Church Game Camp in Rawang last week.. It was really a very great great time of refreshing after a long long week of discouragement.. And I can really say I grew closer with God and my younger brothers in Christ.. At many times I thank God that they will grow up one day facing the challenge and tough times the world will bring on them, and again yet knowing that the Lord God Almighty is with them and BELIEVING that they will choose what God wants them to choose =)...
I really learn to love them more and more each day and not to mention all the more my two leaders as well whom took care of them ~...
Hehe~ All in all~ it was fun in the camp and a seed has been sown into each of us and to a few the seed has grown into something wonderful..!

Back to my silent times! Hehe~ If u follow my previous blog, you will know that God has shut my mouth in a very....funny way hehe~ and by far, God has been really faithful as I keep silent and amazed at the things God has bless in my life, and I know it that it's not coincidence because it's so so so real =)
And God really gave me understanding on many things that I was confused and peace from the inside out =) ...and I thank anyone who kept me in prayer, because ur prayer has certainly bless me...

God is a funny God..Really hehe~ he has been very faithful at guiding me to love and encourage ppl. Even with mistakes, He still guide me to learn... And a new thing He taught me is to Love and Encourage Others SILENTLY.... I was like...Errrrrr~ Hehe~ Nutsssss! Not God..But me...Emm..Maybe God hehe~ Sorry hehe~

But again what is normal for us is nuts to God and what is normal for God is nuts to us =P

He taught me a lot everyday taht encouragement and love must not just be with words..In fact, if possible don't even bother using words.. He really kept me quiet at times and ask me to understand why am i caring and loving for... And yea, true enuf at times I love because I want to be loved.. And He dropped a bombshell, asking me to be fully content with Him ALONE first and then only minister to others while STILL CONTENT WITH HIM ALONE...~ Hehe~
I find it very humbling...That we can never jump to minister others before knowing why are we ministering for.. Or even better...For who are we pleasing when we minister.

God also taught me to learn to discern who needs encouragement and love.. My pastor once said, better shoot at a target than to shoot and draw the target... Well hehe, another humble experience... He taught me to be silent and speak only when needed and not go around babbling about God and dadadadaa~ So that then, the ppl who was ministered will know that it is God who was speaking! hehe~ and more importantly to prevent Burnout!!~

So yea, do continue to uphold me as God is bringing me through this process of moulding =)
For the Gospel of Christ~!

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!




Tuesday 14 December 2010

Reconstruction 2...

Still in the midst of...Keeping silent xp!

Things are hard though when at times I would see my brothers doing things that are wrong before God, and it is so tempting to just 'rebuke'... But God still kept my lips silent...and silent I will be...~

Devotion time is increasing though..Praise to our God..
May I learn to be closer with Him everyday in my life...

Lets refocus our life back to God =)...

Monday 13 December 2010

Reconstruction 1...

In my heart, I do believe that many Christians will be revived in the days to come...And many times, we (or maybe I) gets very anxious about that...~

I mean....like for real, revival???~Who don't want that le hehe~

But I noticed these days as the Lord grant me and teach me a whole lot of definition of revival...And what does it really mean.It kinda blows my mind in some ways..

I was discouraged previously when my Lord asked me to be silent (refer to previous post yeah)... And God would seem as though He would grant revival anywhere except EFC... But really I wanna thank Him because He kept my mouth shut and guide me...

Revival, is something that not what man can do...~ Not with his best of best effort...~
I can do all kind of events and parties and outings and etc etc to speed up this 'revival process'... but at the end of the day...It's not really revival when God is not in it...~
What can men do so much as to force passion into the hearts of His people??

I remember what one of my sis told me be4 that, passion is something that we cant force ppl to have.. but we can at least pray for the Lord to grant passion...

Sometimes I think the greatest substance needed for even a glimpse of revival to occur is for us to be very humble..
To bow first and act...
To consult God and seek Him first...
Revival will come but.. we must always ask...for whom the revival is for??

So yeah...
in this time, I believe it is a season to be quiet...and get to know your Lord of Revival..
He is the One who grants revival for Himself...~
Pray for the passion =)

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!

Refocus....!!

HuhuHeheh~I'm here to tell something I felt from my heart oni...

I feel God misses us...=)...
And I feel a trumennnnddddouussss urge to push as many to share the Gospel of Christ...Because if we are not focused on the what God calls us to do...then what are we really focusing on??~

Sunday 12 December 2010

A time to be silent...~

MONDAY BLUEEEEESSSSS~

Ahh.... Thank God that this week I'm like only working for 3 days...so yeah, I better post all I want in my blog first cause after Wednesday I can't ady...

Last week have been emm...quite hurting to me... Because of something that I've heard from above...

God actually told me to be silent....Shhhhhhhhhh! Jari di mulut... In a way, I heard Him as telling me to shut up, well in a rude way hehe~ and I was very discouraged... And also with the never-ending problems in the Church (admittingly)... Well, it was a hard week for me last week~ and I wonder why that, God won't allow me to speak as normal, to encourage ppl as normal...

Then, I noticed le, my life quite messed up seriously... Super messed up.Priority jumbled around and it's always about Church Church Church while I forget about my family and my devotion time.. And He dropped a bombshell, asking me, ' If your life is not even ok, how do you want to bless and encourage someone else??'...And it's a very painstaking truth... That I don't know why am I doing what I THOUGHT God is asking me to do..to encourage blindly.. And I think that hey,it's possible I'm doing it to steal God's Glory... That I'm doing good things for good name and never meant to love...
so.... What follows after that is Pure devastation in the heart hehee~...

And God's Facebook status for me to keep quiet is actually meant for me to spent more time with Him... =P..Honestly, my life is very messed up.. May the Lord deal with me accordingly...=)

I also know that many are very discouraged in the Church...
Well, I think we should really really really really really get our arse back towards God...
Cause I think there is really no short cut...

There was once I felt very secured with God's love, but after everything that happens and every discouraging things that I heard again and again, I'm starting to ask myself is God really with me...And many times I doubt the works I've done really did bless anyone more than it satisfies myself...

So yeah,for ya leaders, do keep your devotion time there... It's much more important than ever it is at this moment. Revival for sure is to happen, but I guess in this period of time God would just want us to be patient and learn to be close with Him lu..
Also yesterday's msg was God-given...seriously... XD..
Strive forward and forgetting the things of the past...
And also don't be discouraged because of other ppl's problem...
Let's learn to move on and be encouraged yeah...
Let's learn to love God again, and He will renew our youth like a tortoise...I mean eagle =D

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!



Thursday 9 December 2010

You're crazy..I'm crazy..We're all crazy!!!

Believing in things that I cannot see???
Trusting in healing that will Miraculously take place??
Talking while closing eyes and expect Something to listen??
Sharing your problems to people whom you just knew when he/she guides you through your first prayers??
Doing good when all that is around tells you that 'You are a fool?'
Trusting that everything has a purpose even if it is an undesirable one??

You must be a fool...
Idiot..
Naive..
Weak...


But God chose you...
You are a chosen one...
A chosen one to shame
The smart..
The wise...
The knowledgeable...
And the strong....~

To bring into the world things that is outside their knowledge..
To let them know that Christianity, is never a religion...It's more than that petty 8 alphabets category...
To bring down the jaws of people that never believe in miracles...

When they say 'That is unbelievable'...or 'God must be there'....

Then remember that...What the world calls you...
That you are a Fool..Idiot..Naive..Weak...
Either means that..

This whole world must be less than what they name you...

Or everyone in this whole world is supposed to be like you! Foolish,idiotic,naive and weak =)

Because among everything...You Are Chosen!!!!and others will follow~
Now That's NUTS!!!



For grace and encouragement..~

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!

Wednesday 8 December 2010

A place to express..

Well recently, things are hmm..quite confusing..
Very confusing...
And many things that I need answer, but again yeah...Mr.Silent God will keep quiet...
Sometimes I seriously hate this feeling but ... Hmm what can I say..?

Just pray..
Belief...
that God will rescue in times of distress and sadness....T.T

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!

Healer~ In the midst of pseudo-wellness!

"You hold my every moment,
You calm my raging seas,
You walk with me through fire,
And heal all my disease,
I trust in You,
I trust in You,
I believe You're my Healer,
I believe You are all I need,
I believe You're my Portion,
I believe You're more than enough for me,
Jesus You're all I need!" =)

This song was written and composed by Mike Guglielmucci..Great worship leader..It is said that he composed this song out of his expression of faith that God would heal his cancer...Only to find out that the cancer was fake...So as all the dadada story...

Hehehe~ Everytime when i would think of this song, I remember of the ugly things that Mr.Mike has done...But again, tell me among every word in the lyrics... Is there anything that is false??...I find it fascinating that Mr.Mike can composed such an amazing song amidst a lie of being ill...But hey, that song is one great wonderful song of declaration towards our God and Savior that He is INDEED our Healer!!!!~
It really trains me a lot to worship God and not the worship leader =)

But the main point is this...Mr.Mike is physically well ya see..so why Healer??...
Well... Physically well doesn't really mean we're totally ok ya know...
A lot of time we tend to think by being well is only meaning that hey I'm not having fever,thus I don't need a healer...
Well my dear, that's pseudo-wellness hehe...
Remember?That the things that are not seen are what is important and what is seen is temporary only...
Everyone of us NEEDS A HEALER!!!! No matter what... Because we are never okay on our own..and never will be in this world...

Therefore, Call upon your Healer despite how well you may feel...
The Healer is among everything, mighty and great in your sickness!!!

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!


Tuesday 7 December 2010

As brothers and sisters in Christ...=)

Weeks ago, quite some number of Cheras EFC youths went for a lil' steamboat havoc at nearby Leisure Mall.Actually to be exact, it's more like 15 plus I think..Hehe !~ Massiveeeeee~.And eat till like drop...And Mr.Daniel Chew whom actually having fever still comes for the steamboat only to eat a lot lot lot of Mee Hoon hehe..It kinda reminds me ya know of the time that I would be having my family gathering too where things would be quite chaotic. I heard before that there is always trouble when an event is over-crowded because ppl would be talking in groups and on their own instead of as a whole... But I find it different in the Church... Ya know??Dunno...hehe~It's way different in da Church~

Well for that very much thanks to the leader whom constantly doing their all to bring everyone closer.Whom despite finds it hard to approach to someone, still tries their best to please God by approaching the person so that we be counted as a family.With melody and grace in their heart from God to care for a person even if not being cared for by the same person.=) May ya be blessed for your unsung effort =)

As the sheeps!, who are willingly submitting to their leaders as well, ya'll have been a sweet aroma unto God ya know??~Before accepting Christ, these leaders does not have any relationship with you, and yet even when you can disobey the leaders when you accept Christ, you choose not too...That the Lord will honor..For sureeeeee~!...
Stay unto it that ya'll continue to honor God yeah~As a whole!

Kinda believing everyday with tears and hard work sown in Youth Aflame that this will bring back great rewards..and I can ask for nothing more but that God will mend our hearts as one body...The type where we die, we die together one (emo-ness =P).... Ya'll know that we're gonna live together as one in Heaven hehe~

Remember that everyone as well has weaknesses yeah hehehe~

How pleasant it is for brothers and sisters to dwell together as one!!!!

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!

Sunday 5 December 2010

Speaking of things...Which I positively have..But I have lose it..Temporarily..

When I would see a mother hugging a son....That I would smile, with a few drop of tears.

When I would see a dad and his family eat at a restaurant as a whole...That I would smile, with a few drops of tears...

When I would see friends hanging out together joyfully...That I would smile, with a few drops of tears..

When I hear a house full of noise, even if its the sound of nag or that little TV on with the sound of excitement...That I would smile, with a few drops of tears..

When I would hear the word ' I understand your problem'.....That I would smile, with a few drops of tears..

When I would hear of stories of miracle over their love ones....That I would smile, with a few drops of tears..

When I hear of problems that I could help anyone of..That I would help, with a few drops of tears..

When I noticed that ppl are discouraged...That I would encourage, with a few drops of tears..

When I'm free I would think of you, yes you...and...That I would concern, with a few drops of tears..

When I'm hated....That I would love, with a few drops of tears..

The tears I drop...That I would remember, with a few strokes of smile...


The Lord have mercy upon us even when we're in our deep of deepest emotional trouble...

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!

Going Superbly nuts with God!!!

Hey Hey!~

This is my second blog... Unlike the 'Loving Life' blog..Do bear in mind that this blog is my personal blog dedicated for Christ my Lord and Savior...And it is very unlike 'Loving Life' which I only speak from a humanistic point of view. Nonetheless, do hope that you will find some 'gold' here still as God wills it =)

Why Going crazy and nuts with God?????~ Its because mainly I felt many Christians are all to tensed up with Becoming one of those typical Christian.It is like the only thing living is Not to do sinful things..Well wheres the joy in that rite??I ain't gonna do something that's like..hell bored and Christian life is full of challenges and times of blessings as well!..Many ppl felt that being a Christian is too restrictive..Too conservative. But hey, its coming to my 4th year as a Christian and I'm just about to feel lots of excitement ya know??...

Yeah of course the word 'Christian' = boring Sundays, and preachy sermons..or errr..hypocrites??

So may I introduce a new light of Christianity to you as God will bring me in this journey of life...

Ooooo...Besides, am planning something big as well..Its kinda a project...KINDA Laa...haha May the Lord blesses it and grant it that His Will be done even if it shall fail..

Let's love and encouraged one another in the light of His Glory and Grace!
Let's go nuts with God!!!!

God Be Glorified!